Sorry got nothing to give tonight, both because I didn't do
anything and because I am in too much pain to sit and write. If I had anything
remotely interesting I would take the laptop to bed so I could type, but still
nothing to report.
I did have to go to the grocery store for food and drugs -
oh what a fun trip...
I would love to report my mood is holding, but it has been
kind of up, down, and sideways. Nothing bad, just not elevated, or something -
shit not sure how to explain it... But I know lying around in the house all day
isn't helping. The pain is not helping. Boredom is not helping. Let's start the
'New Back for Dan Fund'. There must be some place to buy a new back or some
heavy duty drugs - damn can't take those. Anyway, through all of the boredom,
pain, and weird mood I only had one more suicidal ideation - thankfully very
fleeting.
I have nothing planned for tomorrow, so I don't expect I
will have anything wonderful to share. I was wishing maybe to have a meal with
my mom tomorrow, but I am pretty sure my back won't allow it. But I will keep
you posted. J
Talk to y'all tomorrow...
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