So I am not sure if it was a good decision or not, but my
psychiatrist decreased my Zyprexa from 7.5mg to 5mg, because of the over eating
and weight gain, and I find I am in a lot of pain (achy legs – another serious
side effect). The reduction didn’t affect the little help with sleep, nor did
it dramatically change the binge eating, or the pain… Soooo I was bad and reduced it to 2.5mg for
the past few nights, and I am thinking since doing so I feel a bit brighter,
the bingeing has decreased a little more too, not sure about the pain yet. And sleep
sucks as always.
Hopefully I am right and the drug was interfering with the
benefits of the treatment.
So today I got to see my son (for like two seconds), I
finished writing one of the short films I was working on, and I helped, along
with my sister and nephew, my mom clean out her spare room closet.
All and all, a pretty good day… Hopefully tomorrow will be as fruitful. Lots
to do, so hopefully I will feel as accomplished, though I just realized I haven’t
been exercising (I will blame the weather, to damn cold)!
I read a great article about film funding and work in
Edmonton that makes me realize how much I need to hurry and finish my Zombie
movie, here is the link:
BEEP!!! So as I have discussed before MONEY is a huge trigger
for me, and I was sitting here writing this when I thought, shit I should pay
some of my bills. I looked at my account and thought OK things are looking
promising. I paid a few bills, figured out roughly what I owe the ‘evil’
landlord J…
and BAMO
there is no money
left to live – why the hell do I do this shit before bed… anyway good feelings short
lived L
Talk to y’all tomorrow…
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