So
the new pills helped a bit, I was able to sleep straight through from 2am to
about 6am… not great but better than usual.
Although I woke up super groggy (hung-over) and at writing this I am
still feeling it.
I
also realized I left off two amazing women on my suggestions for picking me the
perfect woman.
I'm having a hard time with this… I feel better, but there just seems to be
something missing. Like the destination is right around the corner, but the
corner just keeps going and going; or like a giant wall blocking my progress forward. I can’t explain it, but it is frustrating
the shit out of me. I am not sure if I should be sad because I am not where I
want to be or angry, or if I am just being stupid….
Perhaps
I had just hoped that when I got ‘better’, everything would start to fall into place
but not so much. I’m kind of stressing over this cutting back to 3 sessions a
week and only doing it for 2 weeks…
Anyway,
I have to go take my pills and get to bed………. Let’s pick this up a bit earlier
tomorrow.
Talk
to y’all tomorrow…
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