NO MORE FOOD ugh!!!!! Fat = sore back and lame left leg…

I cannot stop eating, even though we have reduced the medication. I haven’t checked to see if like some other medications for mental illness, perhaps it builds up in your system. Don’t care, do care that I am carrying an extra 15lbs over and above the 40lbs that I needed to lose before.

I have to lose 11 times this...

So, those keeping score, I need to lose 55lbs ASAP!

My back is killing me! The extra poundage is affecting the already weak area of my back where I had surgery, and is obviously pinching the nerve, as my left leg is now numb all the way from my ass to my toes. It has also become weak. I fell today, thanks to said leg, trying to step up from the driveway to a grassy area at my pdocs office. Never hurt anything except my pride J…

Today after I went to see my boy at the hospital, (he has a terrible cough) but he said he slept really well after the recent med change, I went for a walk. I hobbled along, but at least I never fell…

I am really tired, not from walking, not from cleaning, or working, or exercise J… I just feel like I am constantly ON, mostly due to crap sleep. I just feel like I don’t get to recharge. I think I am feeling really anxious too, like I am supposed to be somewhere, or do something and I am constantly forgetting.

My buddy (aka the evil landlord) and I are going (I hope) to start a workout protocol – we think we are going to hit the local pool (by local I mean a city aquatic centre 3000 miles from my house that he picked J)……. We are in the process of negotiating dates and times… though I cannot go in the pool until all the weight is gone and I get laser body hair removal – TMI

Before

After

So let’s say we workout thrice a week, and change eating habits – monitor caloric intake, eat healthier, etc... How quickly can a person lose 55lbs?????? Keeping in mind in my world donuts have zero calories, and chocolate bars are better for you than broccoli…

Talk to y’all tomorrow…