I have hit a low. It started late last night, and just hasn't let go ever since.
I am trying to shed it, but my mind keeps adding fuel to it.
I am so scared that I am not going to get to that place I had hoped to be by
the end of the treatments. I know I should not panic till Saturday or Sunday,
but my awesome (I say with sarcasm) brain is instead trying to sabotage what
gains I have made.
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I had a great chat with the other psychiatrist at my pdocs
office today. He too is a very nice man. He had great words of wisdom. I only
wish I could hear him through the muck filling my mind.
This is ridiculous, stressful, depressing, frustrating,
painful and very very destructive.
I will not be posting anything much this evening, as the
writing is making me agitated.
I had way too high of hopes for this, too many eggs in one
basket, too much invested……. See I keep doing that, instead of just holding on
until Monday.
"Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before
which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish." John Quincy Adams
Fingers crossed, prayers (if you’ve got them), or any of the
bellow mentioned ‘helpful tools’ J
Here are a few good luck superstitions.
- A
beginner will always have good luck: beginner’s luck
- A
cricket in the house brings good luck
- A
falling star or a shooting star is lucky because it is rare to see one and
you should make a wish after seeing one as it will be granted.
- A
lock of hair from a baby’s first haircut should be kept for good luck
- A
rabbit’s foot brings good luck
- A
sailor wearing an earring cannot drown
- A
sharks tooth is said to have protective and healing powers. They are also
said to bring good luck.
- Amber beads
protect against illness
- An
acorn at the window can keep lightning out of the house
- An
acorn brings good luck and
ensures a long life
- An apple a day keeps
the doctor away
- Clothes
worn inside out will bring good luck
- Counting
two crows brings luck
- Crossing
your fingers helps to avoid bad luck and helps a wish come true
- Eating
fish makes you smart
- Entering
a frog into the house brings good luck
- Evil
spirits cannot harm you when you are standing in a circle
- For good luck, wear new clothes on Easter
- Garlic
protects from evil spirits and vampires
- Goldfish
in the pond bring good luck
- If
the palm of your right hand is itchy, then it foretells that money is
coming to you, but DON’T scratch it as that stops the money from coming!
- If
you blow out all of the candles on your birthday cake with the first
breath you will get whatever you wish for
- Pictures
or statues of elephants that face a door bring good luck
- The
cross serves as good luck and a symbol to ward off evil and protect the
person who bears it.
- The
number seven is a lucky
number all over the world and is
important in world religions like Buddhism, Hinduism and Christianity.
- The wedding veil protects the bride from the evil eye
- To
find a four-leaf clover is to find good luck
- To
find a horseshoe brings good luck
- To
find a penny heads up, brings good luck
- To
have a wish come true using a wishbone, two people make a wish, then take
hold of each end of the bone and pull it until it separates. The person
with the longer end gets his or her wish
- To
wear new clothes on the Easter Sunday brings good luck
- Wearing
your birthstone will bring you good luck
- You
can break a bad luck
spell by turning seven times in a
clockwise circle
Talk to y’all tomorrow!!!
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