Not really, as I can't sing, but I am still feeling very melancholy.
It's not a deep depression, the tears aren't flowing, but I am still feeling
very low. Suicidal thoughts have been fewer and farther between, so something
to be thankful for...
Tomorrow is my rTMS treatment, and I am not sure if I should
ask for a second treatment for this week or if I should still wait another week
and see what happens. Perhaps I will get a lift after the treatment tomorrow.
Perhaps I will feel better. Perhaps pigs will fly... Such a pain, such a
worrisome pain...
I spent the day out of the house helping a friend... I enjoy
helping, and wish I could do more - but my mood keeps trying to get in the way.
F#$% people I have had ENOUGH of this shit. How can I get
off this ride? Perhaps the Teacups would be more my speed...
Talk to y'all tomorrow...
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