I wish I could say I am a new me, but not yet. I will do my
best not to give into the darkness, and give up. There are still 5 treatments
to go next week, with tomorrow and Sunday off. I am trying to stay focused on
the small changes that people have noticed, and the strange feelings I have
noticed. Suicidal thoughts are still less in frequency, but still evident.
So we have talked about so much, I am afraid of repeating
myself…. I figure I better read over my previous posts, although as a want to
be writer I sometimes find it hard to reread my work. I know I am a weirdo.
I am pretty much going to be a vegetable tomorrow – do nothing…
Or should I? I don’t have anything to do tomorrow. I actually have the whole day off, but then I
am wondering if I should try and do something ‘fun’.
Anyway, very, very sorry this is super short. Tomorrow I
will have lots of time to write.
Talk to y’all tomorrow….
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