Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Treatment #6 – my head hurts – well not hurts so much as my eyes are sooooooo tired


The day started off very slow… I was supposed to do something in the morning, but I was so tired with having barely any sleep, I called and postponed. I stayed in bed for a few extra hours, which gave me another 45 or so minutes of MUCH NEEDED sleep. I want more, much more……. I miss my sleeping meds.

View from the deck of the Ponoka Cabin March 2011

I got my treatment at 2pm, but I have been on the go since then – I think it is very important to rest after the treatment, and I believe my head would agree. I had a busy afternoon helping some people that I care about, so no regrets on that front, but I best remember to still take it easy.

Thanks to my head/eyes – this will definitely not be my longest/excitingest/bestest post – my apologies.

I was reflecting on my time at NIH, and realized how important it is to have the opportunity to relate with people that share your struggle. I guess I am thinking of how my friends and I at NIH had the opportunity to share with each other our struggles, coping skills or lack thereof…  Another great thing we had at NIH was weekly art therapy. It was strange at first, and super hard at times, but all in all I found it very liberating, fun, and therapeutic.  

Some of my Art Therapy projects from NIH 2009

I think it is super important for us, all of us, to have a place to interact and share with people. As much as I love hiding in my house, I know it’s not good, but it’s safe and safe is well, it’s safe………… So great Dan thank you for imparting this obvious babble (I know. I do have a point.  I just don’t have an answer.) I would love to have such a group. I would love to have a group of people that I can share with and maybe do a little art therapy too. I do not know of such a group outside of the hospital, hence my desire to start up a one-stop-shop clinic, for mental health.  

There is an organization in Calgary Called OBAD – “the Organization for Bipolar Affective Disorder”
Besides the two weekly peer meetings, I still do not know what they do exactly??? If you figure it out let me know. Below is their website, and a link to a book they have created. I attended a few of their peer support meetings, but found them less than supportive and kind of boring. It was just everyone introducing themselves, talking about their week. I guess I should probably try it again when I am a bit healthier. I just find the meetings have no direction.

OBAD

Bipolar Affective Disorder – A Guide to Recovery 2010

Well folks I guess I should try and get ready for bed….

A little friend I made at the Cabin March 2011

Y’all think healthy happy thoughts!

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