The day started off fine. I stayed in bed as long as I could
before the treatment. Got up, showered etc, and then headed off for my
treatment. Today's treatment went well. I had a great chat with the
nurse/doctor that gives me my treatments. We talked about how my weekend was so
good, and all the things I did. She also asked if I would be willing to speak
to someone that was thinking of getting the treatment, but had some questions.
I said sure. I answered the ladies questions, and assured her it is worth a
try. The nurse/doctor and I also had a conversation about their other patients.
She was saying that 100% of them have had positive responses to the rTMS
treatments. Such awesome news!
BUT then once I was home, my plans for just chilling and
letting the treatment do its magic were hampered by circumstances... I should
have just completely unplugged, but I didn't expect either of these uncertainties
to appear.
I only hope my treatment wasn't wasted. I just hope that
although I couldn't relax, or turn off my brain for a recharge that it wasn't
enough to counter the rTMS. I realize life isn't perfect. Hell I realize life can
be shit, but why can't a person just be allowed to enjoy some positive time, not
always be walking on a constantly moving tightrope.
SO I can't change what I can't change, C'est La Vie... I guess
I will go play a video game with my son, and then go to bed. Screw you negative
shit, you will still be there tomorrow, maybe then I can figure you out!
Talk to y'all tomorrow...
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